Bits of thoughts running through my mind. Mainly because of today's occurrences.

1- I wish I knew how to use watercolor for my final project. I could use acrylic, but the effect and colors i want are well achieved when using water color. sadness...

2- using fine lace as a stencil is hard. it's called dabbing many times without much paint on your brush.

3- I need to not worry so much about whether people like my work or not. I usually love my work. Mainly because of the satisfaction it gives me. And the joy I have when I do it. And most people like my work anyways. So I don't know why I worry about it as much as I do.

4- I need photoshop to get fixed to I can work on Bob's band logo...

5- my fridge sucks. doesnt close properly and my milk was nasty. thank goodness for moving in somewhere else may 23rd...

6- I have several projects to get done before finals if I want credit for them...

7- I also have three papers to write within a week

8- I get worked up to easily.

9- I need to finally realize that Ben loves me no matter what. Even when I'm down. I need to stop letting words of a note from almost 4 or 5 years ago stay repeated in my head from someone I myself haven't talked to in forever. Perhaps the reason I haven't written a letter to this person is because that phrase seems to revolve in my head lately and I still have sore feelings. I need to get it out of my head again.

10- Chains are a pain in the arse to paint with acrylic. remind me that if i paint chains again (most likely for a light fixture) to use SPRAY PAINT! goodness!

11- the painted chains are even worse when they dry

12- I'm doing better this year than I ever have any other. I need to consider it progress even though I'm typically very upset with myself whenever I get down again.